Why are you scared to dream of God...

frig8 @ 2006-05-28T05:30:00

2006-05-28T21:31:35Z

I hit a car today as I was pulling out of our churchs parking lot.

frig8 @ 2006-05-26T11:55:00

2006-05-26T18:58:06Z

Two days ago I was suspended.

Yesterday I offended everyone.

Today I played my gameboy in first block.

frig8 @ 2006-05-22T18:35:00

2006-05-22T22:46:51Z

It just occurredto me that I have been going to 4-H camp for six years, and I still cannot figure out which cabins are the boys and which are the girls. It also doesn't help that I counsel out younger camp and then go to older camp the next week and they switch.

I was driving really well today when I almost hit a car. It wasn't a big deal I suppose, they didn't even honk or anything, but mom yelled at me pretty bad.

Also, its monday. School is driving me mad more then usual, I suppose, because its almost out. I've been meaning to orchestrate a party/cookout in the woodcrest park and/or my house on the last day, but I've yet to confirm anything with anyone. My parents are cool with it, but I just need to get off my ass and confirm an exact date and time.

frig8 @ 2006-05-19T18:50:00

2006-05-19T23:02:20Z

Wanna hear something superb? I got my learners today! Hurra!

But I also think I must be the most apathetic person in the universe since the Ghost World girl. Today was the last day for seniors and when Aaron trys to give me an emotional speech, I have to think of dead knitens to keep from laughing. And the crying in the halls just gets on my nerves. I wasn't like this last year. I don't know what happend. I just can't find it in my heart to care about anyone elses feelings save for maybe two people. And whenever anyone else feels strongly or serious about sometime, I just laugh or think about how stupid they look. Aaron looked at me in the little walk way from E wing to C wing, with his blood shot eyes and wet face and gos, "You wanna know what I really think your problem is? When ever anyone cares about anything, or ever shows emotion, all you do is laugh or make a sarcastic remark." And its true. And after all hes done for me, too.

All I am is an evil, bitter, sarcastic bitch.

frig8 @ 2006-04-02T01:45:00

2006-04-02T06:49:14Z

Esnakeiel 25:17
The path of the righteous plane is beset on all sides by the iniquities of these snakes and the tyranny of those evil motherfuckers. Blessed is the plane, who in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the snakes through the friendly skies, for this plane is truly the snakes keeper and the finder of lost as shit motherfuckers. And I will strike down upon thee with lots of venom and motherfucking anger those who would attempt to crash my plane and destroy my snakes. And you will know my name is Samuel L. Motherfuckin' Jackson when I lay my taser upon thee.

frig8 @ 2006-04-02T01:16:00

2006-04-02T06:29:18Z

1. What color are your kitchen plates? Festia ware!
2. What book are you reading? Interview with the Vampire by Ann Rice
3. What's on your mouse pad? I have a laptop, so that little white square thing.
4. What's your favorite board game? Does pictionary count?
5. Favorite magazine? Found Magazine
6. Favorite smell? I don't know. Maybe Tyler, in a plotonic way.
7. Least favorite smell? poop
8. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
A.) God damn that fucking alarm clock, that the most annoying thing in the entire world.
B.) Coffee
C.) Is this going to be a pretty day, or an ugly day?
9. Least favorite color? Dark purple
10. How many rings before you answer the phone? How ever long it takes me to get there and decide wether I want to answer it or not
11. Future childrens' names? Eh.. I don't know. By the time I'm that old I'll probably hate the names I like now
12. What is most important in life? Living without regret.
13. Favorite sound? I like rain on my window at night, and Tylers laugh, and the song "something vague" by bright eyes and "I Will Follow You Into The Dark" by death cab
14. Chocolate or vanilla? chocolate.
15. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? no, just piles of crap on my bed
16. Storms, cool or scary? Cool if I'm inside.
17. What type was your first car? Eh, it'll be that yucky thing dad drives around
18. If you could meet one person dead or alive? dead: Jesus alive: George Bush
19. When is your birthday? All Saints Day
20. Do you eat the stems of broccoli? No.
21. If you could have any job, what would it be? Something where I could make alot of money without doing any work. Or an actress.
22. If you could have any color hair, what would it be? the color it is.
23. Have you ever been in love? no. just infatuated.
24. Is the glass half full or half empty? Half full.
25. What are your favorite movies? Rent, Ghostworld, Holes all the Harry Potter movies
26. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? Yes, thanks to jump start typeing.
27. What's under your bed? *looks* My window screen, books and cloths.
28. Whats your favorite number? prime numbers
29. What is your single biggest fear? Living a life without meaning and becoming a fat ugly opera-watching middle class soccer mom, with lots of kids and a husband I'm not in love with.
30. Favorite CD? Bright Eyes - I'm Wide Awake Its Morning
31. Favorite TV show(s)? Lost
32. Hamburger or hotdog? Hotdog
33. Favorite soft drink? I like white cranberry juice
34. The best place you have ever been? 4-H camp.
35. What screen saver is on your computer right now? it just gos black
36. Full name: Margaret Elizabeth Lazenby (mom gave me a long name so it would look pretty on my wedding invitation)
37. Cats or dogs? dogs
38. White holiday lights or multi-colored? white
39. What's the last movie you saw? In theaters, When A Stranger Calls.(the worst movie ever made) At home, that movie with the vampires... whats it called, really sucks... Underword. Yeah, that sucked too.
40. What's your pet peeve? Mom. Not looking pretty. Ugly people. Stupid people. Uninformed people. Me, acting like an idiot for attention.
41. Do you have a best friend? Tyler
42. Say one nice thing about the person that sent this to you: Amie can play the trumpet.
43. Do you believe in God? Yes
44. Political views? Left Wing.
45. Latest news? Daylight Savings Time sucks.

frig8 @ 2006-04-02T00:55:00

2006-04-02T05:56:38Z

SANKES ON A PLACE

~~motherfucker~~

frig8 @ 2006-03-17T18:33:00

2006-03-17T23:45:09Z

Put your music library/i-pod on shuffle and answer the questions with songs in the order they come up.

1. What's my mood like right now?
White Devil

2. How's tomorrow going to be for me?
A Song To Pass The Time

3. What kind of person am I?
Bad Day

4. Am I loved?
Jaded

5. How can I achieve my highest potential?
The View

6. What should I do with my life?
Tango: Maureen

7. Is everything really going to be alright in the end?
Midnight Train to Georgia

8. What is my best quality?
Untitled 9

9. How does my sex life look?
A Plain Morning

10. What's the meaning of life?
Four Day Romance

11. What do people think of me?
The Rubberband Man

12. Would I make a good catch?
Spidey Suite

13. How crazy am I?
The Calendar Hung Itself...

14. Will I have a good life in general?
Good Christian Men Rejoice

15. Can (she/he) ever really love me?
Almost

16. Can me and (her/him) ever be more than friends?
Contort Yourself

17. What's going to happen to me this week?
Goodnight and Go

18. Where will I be a year from now?
It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Death Wish

19. What is my biggest wish?
We're So Far Away

20. What is the love of my life doing at this very moment?
Tautou

21. How will I die?
Bring a Torch, Jeanette, Isabella

22. What will happen after I die?
This Celluloid Dream

23. How do my friends feel about me?
Voice Mail #5

frig8 @ 2006-01-31T16:04:00

2006-01-31T21:07:36Z

I should tell you I should tell you... I have always loved you

Yeah... I'm a super-dork, say it.

...

I was going to update, but I just changed my mind.

wtf?!?!? STFU!!!!!1111one!!! aldnhvklzgjsdrnyier

2006-01-30T21:09:44Z

Grrrr!

stress stress stress

I have so much crap to do; and instead of doing it, I come home and get on livejournal. Typical. I need to call Mr. Price and reschedule my tuba lesson, now that I have TWV coming up and I'm taking two classes. That will make me week as follows: Monday: nothing, Tuesday: 5:00-6:30 costuming and make-up, Wednesday: 5:00-6:30 youth troupe, 7:00-8:00 choir practice, Thursday: tuba? Friday: nothing.

Gay.

And then I have to add to that All-Regional Band Practices, which I cannot miss. I need to practice two. The only problem I'll really have is scales, which I'm super awesome at, with the small exception of A, E, and Chromatic. But unfortunately, I cannot practice because the tuba I have at home is broken, and now its over at the Mr. Prices house, so he can weld together the leave pipe.

I also need to finish knitting Tylers Scarf by his birthday, and clean my abysmally messy room.

STEP OVER THE LINE, AND YOUR ASS IS MINE!

2006-01-28T17:37:24Z

So yesterday, I went bowling. I had loads of fun. Appearently, if you step over the little line when you bowl some kind of alarm gos off. Anyway this scarry white guy with a redneck accenet, and a handel bar moushtash that works there kept giving us the evil eye because we steped over the line a few times. Accidently. Eventually he truns the lane off on us. It upset me greatly. I mean loads of skanky goth kids go there and smoke pot outside, and get drunk, and he gets mad at us for steping over a line. Grrr.

frig8 @ 2006-01-15T11:56:00

2006-01-15T16:59:57Z

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Margo!

Baby swans are called margo.

Bees visit over three million flowers to make a single kilogram of margo.

South Australia was the first place to allow margo to stand for parliament.

People used to believe that dressing their male children as margo would protect them from evil spirits!

During World War II, Americans tried to train margo to drop bombs.

Margo kept at the window will keep vampires at bay.

If you break margo, you will get seven years of bad luck.

Margoolatry is the mindless worship of margo.

Margo is actually a vegetable, not a fruit.

Margo was declared extinct in 1902!

Ten Top Trivia Tips about The Woodrow Wilson Marching Band!

The Woodrow Wilson Marching Band can grow up to three feet in a 24 hour period.

In Japan, The Woodrow Wilson Marching Band can only be prepared by chefs specially trained and certified by the government.

The horns of The Woodrow Wilson Marching Band are made entirely from hair.

The Woodrow Wilson Marching Band is born white; its pink feathers are caused by pigments in its typical diet of shrimp.

The Woodrow Wilson Marching Band can fly at an average speed of fifteen kilometres an hour.

The Woodrow Wilson Marching Band is the sacred animal of Thailand!

Oranges, lemons, watermelons, pineapples and The Woodrow Wilson Marching Band are all berries.

If you break The Woodrow Wilson Marching Band, you will get seven years of bad luck!

Influenza got its name because people believed the disease was caused by the evil "influence" of The Woodrow Wilson Marching Band.

Over half of Americans are officially The Woodrow Wilson Marching Band.

frig8 @ 2006-01-12T21:09:00

2006-01-13T02:09:14Z

So who alls got 1st lunch?

frig8 @ 2006-01-09T18:34:00

2006-01-09T23:39:21Z

Mugglecast seriously gives me a reason to wake up on Mondays. Love it. I had such a lovely weekend. Friday was the basketball game, which I played at with the pep band, then Lauren, Aaron, Jared and I went to the pancake house. I still am yet to find something there I like, other then a decaf coffee. Saturday was all state, we took the bus down, and had a good time. Some scarry guy stared down my shirt at wendys. not cool. Then sunday i went to chruch with dad and then we headed out to Tamarack to eat, and get a coffee. Because seriously they have the best coffee bar in beckley there. Oh! and I'm going to Lumos 2006. I couldn't believe mom was going to let me go, but wow! She did.

frig8 @ 2005-12-27T13:02:00

2005-12-27T18:15:27Z

1. Are you wearing shoes? no

2. Whats the third letter in your name? r

3. How old is your pet(s)? lucky is 9

4. What color is your left shoe? brown?

5. Are you sick? no

6. Do you go to school? yes

7. Is the bathroom open? uhhh... i think

8. Are you on a laptop?: no

9. Are you watching MTV?: no; its really trashy

10. Are you smiling? no

11. Do you have on eyeliner?: no

12. Is it early?: No

13. Are you blonde? no

14. Do you have a myspace? yes

15. Are you in high school?: yes

16. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no

17. What is your favorite name? scarlett

19. What color is your bathing suit? i don't think i have one

20. Does your school start in august?: yes

21. Did you go on vacation last month? no...

22. Have you ever been on a cruise?: yes

23. Do you have a sister? no

24. Are you upstairs?: yes

26. Do you have a friend named Alex?: no

27. Does your name end with a Y?: margarety

28. What was the last thing you said?: "i'm going to take a shower, now"

29. Are your ears pierced?: yes

30. Do you own a digital camera?: yes

31. Do you live in florida?: no

32. Do you like florida? im indifferent

33. Ever had sushi? no

34. Are you listening to rock at the moment? no

35. What color is your chair? gray

36. Where'd you get your pants? abercrombie

37. Do you type with your feet?: no

38. Have you dyed your hair red?: no

39. Are you tired?: no

40. Do YoU wRiTe LiKe ThIs? no. thats teh gay.

41. Are you an idiot?: no.

42. Do you like being in relationships for the sake of being in them? no. thats also teh gay.

44. Are you "Fake" at times? never.

45. Is Alcohol Bad for the Soul?: no.

46. Are you bored? no.

47. What time is it?: 1:09 which is kind of strange, because I stole this survey from hopie, and her answer was 9:01

49. chocolate or peanut butter?: Chocolate

50. How many kids would you like?: 3

51. Own a necklace?: yes

52. What is your current underwear's brand? victorias secret

53. CDs or Cassette?: mp3s

54. Ever been through or to Detroit?: no

55. Seen all of the American Pies? no

56. Been to the movie theatre the past month? yeah... like five times with chip. His idea of brother sister bonding is draging me to horrible movies

57. Like someone? no. I haven't really crushed on anyone since school started.

58. Ever been on a plane? yes

59. Been to a concert in the past month? no.

60. What color is your toothbrush? white

frig8 @ 2005-12-15T14:14:00

2005-12-15T19:15:44Z

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last Sunday I gave _thispinkribbon a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points). Last month I signed my organ donor card (28 points). In March I stole jazzyjayde's purse (-30 points). In January I broke countrygurl_h00's X-Box (-12 points). In May I helped tehoracle across the street (6 points).

Overall, I've been nice (42 points). For Christmas I deserve a new bike!

Sincerely,
frig8

frig8 @ 2005-12-11T17:34:00

2005-12-11T22:48:01Z

January - (Didn't have an LJ yet)
February - Much fun tonight...
March - Had some fun yesterday at acting.
April - Woodrow's band came in to play for us yesterday.
May - family guy in five minutes, baby
June - I'm soooo tired of this.
July - Tyler back.
August - So today Patrick, Victor and I were sitting on my back porch watching BET when Victor suddenly looks up and says, "Wouldn't it be weird if Hugh Hefner was the pope?"
September -
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
October - Okay I agree with 100% of what Hopie said in her entry, and I couldn't have said it better, so I'm not going to repeate it.
November -
Tri-State Pictures!
December - Two-hour delay, bitchesssssssss

Uhhh... yeah... I like me alot better this year then last year.

frig8 @ 2005-12-10T10:05:00

2005-12-10T15:20:12Z

ITUNES MEME

How many songs?: 691

Sort by song title:

First: Alexisonfire - "Hey, It's Your Funeral Mama"
Last: The Cranberries - Zombie

Sort by time:

First: Modest Mouse - Horn Intro
Last: Podcast - Audiocrush 15

Sort by Artist

First: The 88
Last: Yo-Yo Ma

Sort by album:

First: Maximo Park - A Certain Trigger
Last: Brand New- Your Favorite Weapon

Top Five Most Played Songs:

1. The Postal Service - Nothing Better (Styrofoam Remix)
2. Modest Mouse - Blame It On The Tetons
3. Brand New - Mix Tape
4. Bright Eyes - Lua
5. The White Stripes - Apple Blossom

First song that comes up on Shuffle:
Phantom Regiment - Amazing Grace

Find "sex", how many songs come up?
6

Find "death", how many songs come up?
11

Find "love", how many songs come up?
53

frig8 @ 2005-12-08T20:40:00

2005-12-09T01:42:09Z

Okay. So Summer, from the o.c. plays the tuba, anyone who every said I was a geek has officaly been owned.

frig8 @ 2005-12-05T15:07:00

2005-12-05T20:12:19Z

Stayed home sick today. Mostly read and wrote a bit. Lauren & Aaron stoped by to check on me. Aaron had aparetnly thought I had commit suside at some point today since I wasn't answering my cell phone. I gave them both some brownies I had cooked yesterday and then they left. My bandnerds.com order came in to day, or part of it as I ordered Taj this XXXL french horn shirt for Xmas. I need to finish wraping some presents and clean my room up, so I'm out.

xmas quiz

2005-12-02T20:04:14Z

Colored lights or white lights? white. colored are tacky.

Real tree or fake tree? fake, real trees are like dirty and grose. And wouldn't it be horrible to kill a tree every year? annnnd you couldn't hang ornements on it well

What is your least favorite thing about the holidays? feeling bad about how much money my moms spending

What is the one thing that you would like to see under the tree this year? ipod speakers.

What is your favorite thing to do/build in the snow? snow forts, for snow ball fights

What is your favorite holiday drink? spiced cider.

What is your favorite holiday smell? bakeing cookies

Who is your favorite reindeer? There all exactly the same, except the one with the red nose... It think Vixen is kind of a cool know though...

What is your Christmas Eve ritual? eating with the family and watching movies in the living room with all the lights off and the christmas tree glowing

Are you a Friday after Thanksgiving shopper? nope, i do most everything online, eaiser, quicker and you don't have to take a shower

What is your favorite holiday food? home made candy

How did you find out that Santa wasn't real? the mean older kids on the bus.

Who do you want to be under the mistletoe with? same as kendra, adam brody.

Have you bought all your presents yet? about half

Do you spend Christmas with a lot of family? we used to... then my grandmother died.

Do you still make snowmen and snow angels? yeah.

Do you still have snow ball fights? yes!

What's your favorite Christmas movie?I like almost all of them. I kind of hate those ones with the little claymation guys.

What do you plan to do for New Year's Eve? nothing special yet.

What's the most expensive thing you've gotten for Christmas? an N64 or when I was like 7

How early do you wake up on Christmas morning? I used to get up at like 5, now about 7 and then I drink coffee and spiced cider, and wait for everyone else to get up.

What do you usually get in your stocking? candy other little stocking stuffers

frig8 @ 2005-12-02T08:27:00

2005-12-02T13:28:29Z

Two-hour delay, bitchesssssssss

Yes!

frig8 @ 2005-11-26T12:51:00

2005-11-26T18:11:06Z

All the best Christmas shopping is online. I've gotten some of the best fuckin' gifts eva. I haven't had this much fun shopping in a long time. If your on my list be prepared for the best gift eva'. In all seriousness: Rad shopping is online, and you should be stoked.

Also,
Thanksgiving: gay
Family: much more gay then thanksgiving

People were not made to survived in conditions such as the back yard brawl. It was the coldest I'd ever been. Ever. I couldn't even stay out there to halftime, which pisses me off; I was really excited to see the band. Ah Well. The hotel was much warmer, UNTIL about 11 o'clock when this fire alarm gos off and we all had to evacuate the building, and stand out in the effin cold. But it didn't last long. It was just some heater problem, and we all got to go back in. Yah.

Also, i'm fairly sure that it does not make me a horrible person if I can't stand my family...

Oh!

OH! RENT! It was absolutely awful. The play was nothing like that... that... bad. Oh god I'm upset about it.

frig8 @ 2005-11-11T23:07:00

2005-11-12T04:16:32Z

These last four mouths have been the greatest in my life.
And it all ended tonight tonight.
I didn't think I was going to cry,

but then I looked at Aaron.

frig8 @ 2005-11-02T22:26:00

2005-11-03T03:38:19Z

525600 minutes

How do you measuere a year?

So I turned 15 yesterday. Thanks to everyone that made this year so great for me. I truly have the best friends in the world and I don't know what I would do without you, people. You know who I'm talking about. I just love you guys so much. This year has had its ups and downs, but overall its been wonderful.

measure your life in love.