I hit a car today as I was pulling out of our churchs parking lot.

Two days ago I was suspended.

Yesterday I offended everyone.

Today I played my gameboy in first block.

It just occurredto me that I have been going to 4-H camp for six years, and I still cannot figure out which cabins are the boys and which are the girls. It also doesn't help that I counsel out younger camp and then go to older camp the next week and they switch.

I was driving really well today when I almost hit a car. It wasn't a big deal I suppose, they didn't even honk or anything, but mom yelled at me pretty bad.

Also, its monday. School is driving me mad more then usual, I suppose, because its almost out. I've been meaning to orchestrate a party/cookout in the woodcrest park and/or my house on the last day, but I've yet to confirm anything with anyone. My parents are cool with it, but I just need to get off my ass and confirm an exact date and time.

Wanna hear something superb? I got my learners today! Hurra!

But I also think I must be the most apathetic person in the universe since the Ghost World girl. Today was the last day for seniors and when Aaron trys to give me an emotional speech, I have to think of dead knitens to keep from laughing. And the crying in the halls just gets on my nerves. I wasn't like this last year. I don't know what happend. I just can't find it in my heart to care about anyone elses feelings save for maybe two people. And whenever anyone else feels strongly or serious about sometime, I just laugh or think about how stupid they look. Aaron looked at me in the little walk way from E wing to C wing, with his blood shot eyes and wet face and gos, "You wanna know what I really think your problem is? When ever anyone cares about anything, or ever shows emotion, all you do is laugh or make a sarcastic remark." And its true. And after all hes done for me, too.

All I am is an evil, bitter, sarcastic bitch.

1. What color are your kitchen plates? Festia ware!
2. What book are you reading? Interview with the Vampire by Ann Rice
3. What's on your mouse pad? I have a laptop, so that little white square thing.
4. What's your favorite board game? Does pictionary count?
5. Favorite magazine? Found Magazine
6. Favorite smell? I don't know. Maybe Tyler, in a plotonic way.
7. Least favorite smell? poop
8. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
A.) God damn that fucking alarm clock, that the most annoying thing in the entire world.
B.) Coffee
C.) Is this going to be a pretty day, or an ugly day?
9. Least favorite color? Dark purple
10. How many rings before you answer the phone? How ever long it takes me to get there and decide wether I want to answer it or not
11. Future childrens' names? Eh.. I don't know. By the time I'm that old I'll probably hate the names I like now
12. What is most important in life? Living without regret.
13. Favorite sound? I like rain on my window at night, and Tylers laugh, and the song "something vague" by bright eyes and "I Will Follow You Into The Dark" by death cab
14. Chocolate or vanilla? chocolate.
15. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? no, just piles of crap on my bed
16. Storms, cool or scary? Cool if I'm inside.
17. What type was your first car? Eh, it'll be that yucky thing dad drives around
18. If you could meet one person dead or alive? dead: Jesus alive: George Bush
19. When is your birthday? All Saints Day
20. Do you eat the stems of broccoli? No.
21. If you could have any job, what would it be? Something where I could make alot of money without doing any work. Or an actress.
22. If you could have any color hair, what would it be? the color it is.
23. Have you ever been in love? no. just infatuated.
24. Is the glass half full or half empty? Half full.
25. What are your favorite movies? Rent, Ghostworld, Holes all the Harry Potter movies
26. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? Yes, thanks to jump start typeing.
27. What's under your bed? *looks* My window screen, books and cloths.
28. Whats your favorite number? prime numbers
29. What is your single biggest fear? Living a life without meaning and becoming a fat ugly opera-watching middle class soccer mom, with lots of kids and a husband I'm not in love with.
30. Favorite CD? Bright Eyes - I'm Wide Awake Its Morning
31. Favorite TV show(s)? Lost
32. Hamburger or hotdog? Hotdog
33. Favorite soft drink? I like white cranberry juice
34. The best place you have ever been? 4-H camp.
35. What screen saver is on your computer right now? it just gos black
36. Full name: Margaret Elizabeth Lazenby (mom gave me a long name so it would look pretty on my wedding invitation)
37. Cats or dogs? dogs
38. White holiday lights or multi-colored? white
39. What's the last movie you saw? In theaters, When A Stranger Calls.(the worst movie ever made) At home, that movie with the vampires... whats it called, really sucks... Underword. Yeah, that sucked too.
40. What's your pet peeve? Mom. Not looking pretty. Ugly people. Stupid people. Uninformed people. Me, acting like an idiot for attention.
41. Do you have a best friend? Tyler
42. Say one nice thing about the person that sent this to you: Amie can play the trumpet.
43. Do you believe in God? Yes
44. Political views? Left Wing.
45. Latest news? Daylight Savings Time sucks.

Put your music library/i-pod on shuffle and answer the questions with songs in the order they come up.

1. What's my mood like right now?
White Devil

2. How's tomorrow going to be for me?
A Song To Pass The Time

3. What kind of person am I?
Bad Day

4. Am I loved?
Jaded

5. How can I achieve my highest potential?
The View

6. What should I do with my life?
Tango: Maureen

7. Is everything really going to be alright in the end?
Midnight Train to Georgia

8. What is my best quality?
Untitled 9

9. How does my sex life look?
A Plain Morning

10. What's the meaning of life?
Four Day Romance

11. What do people think of me?
The Rubberband Man

12. Would I make a good catch?
Spidey Suite

13. How crazy am I?
The Calendar Hung Itself...

14. Will I have a good life in general?
Good Christian Men Rejoice

15. Can (she/he) ever really love me?
Almost

16. Can me and (her/him) ever be more than friends?
Contort Yourself

17. What's going to happen to me this week?
Goodnight and Go

18. Where will I be a year from now?
It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Death Wish

19. What is my biggest wish?
We're So Far Away

20. What is the love of my life doing at this very moment?
Tautou

21. How will I die?
Bring a Torch, Jeanette, Isabella

22. What will happen after I die?
This Celluloid Dream

23. How do my friends feel about me?
Voice Mail #5

I should tell you I should tell you... I have always loved you

Yeah... I'm a super-dork, say it.

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I was going to update, but I just changed my mind.

Grrrr!

stress stress stress

I have so much crap to do; and instead of doing it, I come home and get on livejournal. Typical. I need to call Mr. Price and reschedule my tuba lesson, now that I have TWV coming up and I'm taking two classes. That will make me week as follows: Monday: nothing, Tuesday: 5:00-6:30 costuming and make-up, Wednesday: 5:00-6:30 youth troupe, 7:00-8:00 choir practice, Thursday: tuba? Friday: nothing.

Gay.

And then I have to add to that All-Regional Band Practices, which I cannot miss. I need to practice two. The only problem I'll really have is scales, which I'm super awesome at, with the small exception of A, E, and Chromatic. But unfortunately, I cannot practice because the tuba I have at home is broken, and now its over at the Mr. Prices house, so he can weld together the leave pipe.

I also need to finish knitting Tylers Scarf by his birthday, and clean my abysmally messy room.